Having a shitty day. I don't even know why. I miss Max, he's always out with friends. He leaves a hole in the family. Nat's lying around too much and I don't know what to do about it because I lack the energy to push myself and him.
I'm bored out of my gourd. Can't read anymore, can't write a thing. Tomorrow night is
Yom Kippur, which always puts me in a dark mood.
Anyway, real chocolate, is necessary. No splenda, no maltitol. Maybe a bagel. Maybe a movie and nachos for dinner.
Here is one bright spot: heard from a fairly new but very lovely friend whose husband has started a blog. They are a smart, caring couple so I think they will have a lot to say of value. Check it out. Now I'm crawling back under my rock. See you later.