{"id":164,"date":"2009-07-01T08:06:00","date_gmt":"2009-07-01T08:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog2\/2009\/07\/it-takes-a-family\/"},"modified":"2019-09-24T04:14:37","modified_gmt":"2019-09-24T08:14:37","slug":"it-takes-a-family","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/2009\/07\/it-takes-a-family\/","title":{"rendered":"It Takes a Family"},"content":{"rendered":"

We were married on a rainy day<\/span>
\nThe sky was yellow and the grass was gray.<\/span>
\n–Paul Simon<\/span><\/p>\n

There is a legend out there that says that the divorce rate in marriages dealing with autism is higher than the national number of 1 in 2. I believe it is still unproven.
\nIs there any data out there on the Herculean strength and enduring love in autism marriages and in the typical autism family?<\/p>\n

When I was a girl, my dad said that he was willing to foot the bill for “college and a wedding,” and after that, we were on our own. In fact, I had to contribute a healthy chunk of my college tuition by working as a waitress every summer and with student loans to the max, but the fact is, Mom and Dad did manage to pay for the bulk of it — on teachers’ salaries.<\/p>\n

This was 1984, before brides spent $75,000 on average for their weddings. Sure, my dress was a satin beauty from Bergdorf’s in Manhattan, but it was the one my mom had worn, in 1958. To fit into its retro silhouette, I had to buy a corset, but Victoria’s Secret, a fairly new store at the time, only sold one kind. It wasn’t even white! We had to tailor the dress in numerous ways, and I even had to use a button-covering tool to replace buttons that had fallen off.\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Even though at 21 I was almost the youngest of all of the cousins in my extended family, mine was the first wedding of our families for this generation. There had only been bar and bat mitzvahs and funerals up until then, for years and years. No one knew from weddings. My mother sought the advice of my grandmother (whom we called Mama). Mom did not seek much advice from the bride herself. Dream wedding? Wake up!<\/p>\n

The more serious aspects of the wedding were completely out of my hands. It was to be a Jewish wedding, which I knew nothing about, other than what I\u2019d seen in Fiddler on the Roof \u2013 complete with chuppa, plain gold wedding bands, face-covering veil, and stepping on a wineglass. I remember all the discussions we had about food, flowers, and guests. I had wanted everything to be red: red flowers, red bridesmaids dresses, but they had felt that was too “hot” for July. We settled on pale pink. I had wanted little pizza hors d’oeuvres, but they felt that was tacky. The only thing that I really really pushed for was to have the top of the wedding cake be chocolate and coconut, because that is what Ned and I loved, and the plan was to save the top in the freezer, and eat it on our first year anniversary.<\/p>\n

Two days before my wedding my grandfather died. This was sudden and devastating. I thought we would postpone the wedding, but in Jewish tradition, you never put off a blessing for anything, and so we proceeded with it. \"\"<\/a>I don\u2019t know how Dad managed that day, grieving for his father while giving away his daughter, but he did it all somehow, with every bit of his usual flair, and only my practiced eye could detect the deepened crease running down his forehead. When he and my uncles hoisted me up in a chair and danced around with me, I was afraid I\u2019d fall; but I didn\u2019t. Before I knew it, Mom, Dad, and Mama were kissing me goodbye, and then I was on my honeymoon in Italy with Ned Batchelder, my new husband.<\/p>\n

For years after my wedding I still dreamed about magazine-style weddings, where everything is perfect, and what I should have done instead, like have the red flowers and little pizzas and a modern wedding gown and a wedding by the sea, not in a synagogue. But now I hear so much about the weddings of today, the bridezillas and the couples who spend it all to have it all. Yet there is still a 1 in 2 divorce rate. Recently it dawned on me that Mom, Dad, and Mama were probably trying to keep that from happening to me. In doing what they did, they taught me about compromise, negotiation, and listening to your elders. I learned about tradition and family. Perhaps this was where I got the strong foundation that helped me embrace whatever else life gave me. Learn more about the author<\/a> here.\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

We never did manage to choke down that bit of freezer-burned wedding cake, though we tried, while sitting in bed in a Cape Cod motel on our first anniversary. But today, July 1st, we have made it to our 25th wedding anniversary. \"\"<\/a> We have made it through the panoply of life’s possible and challenging events: deaths, births, autism, adolescence, career changes, mid-life crises.<\/p>\n

I think we could only have gotten here because we were carried there on the shoulders of giants.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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