{"id":212,"date":"2009-04-12T18:56:00","date_gmt":"2009-04-12T18:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog2\/2009\/04\/212\/"},"modified":"2009-04-12T18:56:00","modified_gmt":"2009-04-12T18:56:00","slug":"212","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/2009\/04\/212\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know how you do it<br \/>Or maybe she said did it<br \/>As we thought about our sons<br \/>Hers just sprouting<br \/>Walking about and<br \/>Suddenly<br \/>Angry.<br \/>The baby dissolving,<br \/>The dream clouds<br \/>thunder inside gathering<\/p>\n<p>I knew how I did it<br \/>At that moment; I knew it all<br \/>Not talking, not looking<br \/>yes walking, strange-booking<br \/>Suddenly<br \/>Crying.<br \/>I, mother knowing,<br \/>November leaves<br \/>my heart walls thinning<\/p>\n<p>How do I do it?<br \/>I can&#8217;t do it now.<br \/>Yesterday&#8217;s present,<br \/>Today&#8217;s return<br \/>Even in my sleep<br \/>Bones scrape, muscles burn<br \/>Just<br \/>Grieving.<br \/>Not for the man<br \/>But for those days of clouds<br \/>Though the son was rising.<\/p>\n<p>Ground crumbling<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know how you do itOr maybe she said did itAs we thought about our sonsHers just sproutingWalking about andSuddenlyAngry.The baby dissolving,The dream cloudsthunder inside gathering I knew how I did itAt that moment; I knew it allNot talking, not lookingyes walking, strange-bookingSuddenlyCrying.I, mother knowing,November leavesmy heart walls thinning How do I do it?I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-212","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/sSTth-212","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=212"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/212\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=212"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=212"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=212"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}