Ned and I went to Nat’s house-to-be today for a family meeting with the house manager. The guys are scheduled to move in on Feb. 28, so now we are getting down to brass tacks. Today’s meeting was for us to learn about staff scheduling and hours, emergency protocols, communication and meetings, remaining details, and checking in on the furnishings.<\/p>\n
I sat with everyone around the table and at first I was in high-energized learning mode, excited to see the whole thing coming together, at last. I like all the people involved: the two other families, who are so much in sync with us and our values; the staff psychologist, and the house manager. Everyone was so positive. They call this a “learning program,” in that the philosophy is lifelong growth and learning for our young men. Structured, meaningful days, well-supervised nights, full and social weekends, and lots of time out in the community. These guys are really going to be part of our world, as the Little Mermaid would say. And it is their world, too; we are not planning anything without their tastes, hobbies, desires, and skills in mind.\u00a0 Furthermore, the weekly meetings will be check-in periods for everyone, meaning the guys will meet with the house manager and the house staff and they will have a chance to express their wants, their questions, and their issues the best way they can; the staffers will go over schedules, safety, and house rules with them, as well.<\/p>\n
Suddenly all my light dimmed, as if I were having a brown out. I think it was when they were talking about doctors’ appointments, and how they would be scheduled by the staff now and attended by the staff. I was welcome to come along, or even to continue taking care of this myself, but they wanted me to know that there would always be staff to do everything in place of me.\u00a0 “Even if you take him home, there will be staff available if you need to keep him here for any reason.”<\/p>\n
“What?” I said. “Ha, this is really a change.” And then my face must have crumpled a little, because H, the house manager said, “That’s the face that parents make when they realize what a group home means.” Ned and I no longer have to be on deck at all times. We are free to continue to be, but there is an equally powerful counterforce in place. This is forever. This is the future.\u00a0 And it is all beginning on the 28th.<\/p>\n
The rest of the meeting I felt like lying down. I didn’t; I took good notes and asked important questions. Everything is in place, down to the party we’re going to throw for the guys on move-in day. The plan is for us all to get as much stuff over to the house on the 26th – 28th, with and without the guys’ help. Then on the afternoon of the 28th, Nat will pack a suitcase of his remaining stuff and we will move him to the new house.<\/p>\n
After the meeting Ned and I walked through the house, planning out exactly where the bed would go, and what else we needed to get for him (a desk and a bookcase from Target, I guess).\u00a0 The sunlight was coming in the many windows (Nat has three in his room), warm and soft white. Outside I could see the lawns already greening up because of climate change, a mild winter, and the fact that it is already mid-February. Those three reasons give me a mixture of feelings: the solidity of the fact of seasonal change; the sweet treat of a warm winter; the slight pang of alarm at the distant threat of global warming.<\/p>\n
And I suppose that these were also the feelings I had while walking the golden oak floors of Nat’s shared home: a solid feeling of safety and care for Nat; the sweet excitement of move-in and new things; and the sting of sadness from the sweeping change about to occur in our family.\u00a0 But we’ve done this (somewhat) before, and now we have truly a house in the way we wanted it to be for Nat. We’ve waited a long time, all of us, to get it right.\u00a0 But now that it is here, I am aware of a tiredness that could easily spread out into a sadness. I may need to cry. But I know that after that’s done, I’ll be ready.<\/p>\n
Meanwhile I better get going on the cake plan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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