{"id":334,"date":"2008-12-04T16:33:00","date_gmt":"2008-12-04T16:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog2\/2008\/12\/going-under\/"},"modified":"2008-12-04T16:33:00","modified_gmt":"2008-12-04T16:33:00","slug":"going-under","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/2008\/12\/going-under\/","title":{"rendered":"Going Under"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know how others bear<br \/>The pressure of a breaking heart<br \/>The way it was soft full and ready<br \/>It was so big<br \/>You think it can hold it all<br \/>But it can&#8217;t.<br \/>It breaks.  It turns into shards<br \/>That float in your blood<br \/>like oil on the sea, killing<br \/>Only a matter of time<br \/>Before you drown in it.  Or others do.<br \/>Charybdis roars and whips<br \/>Centrifugal, Centrifutile<br \/>And he&#8217;s already gone<br \/>A riptide of time and nerve cells<br \/>That clumped and didn&#8217;t branch<br \/>A limp limbic that could not swim<br \/>I stand on the shore<br \/>Not supposed to go in<br \/>Hope that there&#8217;s a boat<br \/>Or even a kindly whale<br \/>Maybe Gepetto&#8217;s inside<br \/>He&#8217;d like that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know how others bearThe pressure of a breaking heartThe way it was soft full and readyIt was so bigYou think it can hold it allBut it can&#8217;t.It breaks. It turns into shardsThat float in your bloodlike oil on the sea, killingOnly a matter of timeBefore you drown in it. Or others do.Charybdis roars [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-334","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pSTth-5o","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/334","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=334"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/334\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=334"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=334"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/susansenator.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=334"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}