Didn’t I always know\/
\nthat you were, as Grandma said\/
\na will o’ the wisp?
\nThe feathery smile that broke\/
\nthe worry\/
\nand my heart\/
\nbrought me to my knees.
\nlove didn’t feel like love, it was more\/
\nlike pain and fear. Bizarre.
\nMy upside down baby\/
\nI had to learn everything. backwards.
\nLet you go you let go\/
\nYou is Me\/
\nLeft home for Home and Harm\/
\nThe protection around your heart\/
\n(which was supposed to be me)\/
\nwas not enough. I was not enough.
\nHe’s fine, they say\/
\nMove on, they say\/
\nLet go, they say\/
\nBut I will not, will o’ the wisp. Because I always knew.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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