I’m sorry, darling.
I wish that my egg had not had that crack–
And yet that gave us you.
I wish that my brain knew exactly what to do
With everything that has made you struggle
I wish that my patience had been deeper, thicker, bouncier
So that I would have never yelled hurtful things at you
But I would have simply rolled with it all
I wish that my bank account had been endless
So that I could have bought all the help you needed,
I needed.
And that my days had been long enough to do it all.
I wish for us more time
And yet, I need it to be the way it is.
And I’m so sorry<\/p>\n
But — if it had all been different,
Then so, my dear. would you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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